the food diana and yours truly cooked.



yes. we do know how to cook ok. heh. we're girls ok. should be ashamed if dunno how to cook. and... it was DELICIOUS. seriously. went to fetch diana at causeway point then headed over to ntuc to buy the things needed. went around like some interested mofos just to look for the items. heh. it was fun~ anum came while we were halfway cooking and she helped around. good god. we are a bunch of messy cooks. luckily they helped in the washing out. if not. hampeh. so the food turned out perfect. macaroni cheese and some other thing we experimented with and also chicken wrapped in seaweed. nice...



taught them some amaths. its kinda nice to be able to teach people. its the feeling of satisfaction of giving your knowledge to your friends and them finally understanding. no wonder my friends who are teachers stayed with their jobs, no matter how difficult their students are. hmmm. maybe i should consider being an early-childhood teacher. heh. pity the kids then. nah. i've always wanted to give back to the community, so maybe i'll be a part-time social worker while having another permanent job that is in the communication field. yes. communication. a field that i can indulge in. i speak and socialize. so might as well use it to my advantage.



decided to sleep over at grandma's place tonight. i think. i'm getting kind of tired being alone at home. anum was supposed to sleepover tonight but her mother had something planned. oh well. and zizi is away at melbourne. wonder when she'll be back. well. im not allowed to have anyone sleepover in the first place anyway. so i guess the solution is grandma's place. luckily its near. will be able to walk to clear my head. its muddled up like mad right now.



aziz!! my feelings are back on the adult roller coaster ride! sheesh. i need something to hold on to. baaaah. being left alone at home doesnt help either. how come everybody jumps to conclusion that i'm very strong? that im able to handle everything. like hello. i am a 15 years old teenager! ok fine, i dont look like one but i am. argh. like the time at the airport, they thought i was so happy that my parents are going off. like hello. they're MY PARENTS. ok. so at times i dont get along with them but they are my parents. of course i'll feel sad of all the possibilities that may happen. oh well..



ok. i should stop. i need to go off or i wont until midnight. heh. need to to some more studying before heading off to my sleepover destination. chet. all boys some more. what to do? nasib badan... heck. the best-friend team is coming tomoro. minus fatt i think. and aisyah and diana. to study together. hmm. what should i cook tomoro. or maybe i should just order pizza. heh. knowing them, pizza would be a better option. though it would be fun to cook again..



there's a trigo test tomoro at school. thank vlee for doing that. heh. so have to go from grandma's place to school. shit. and that great uncle of mind HAD to get into an accident on friday. so no way is he driving me there. aaaaah. but then again, vlee rox. so no harm going back to school. ah sheesh. trigo. proving sux. graphs rules. ohwell.



can you find me a faithful companion..