how come you only realise the importance of someone only when they're gone.. no im not talking about my parents, who are still currently doing their umrah. just talking about a friend. an old friend. and im sitting down wondering how he is. oh well.



was going through my photo collection. exactly one year ago, i was in china. yeap. beijing to be exact. it was a wonderful experience. climbing up the great wall of china, eating ice-cream, making prank calls at the hotel, jumping up and down the bed, riding a horse, being freezed near to death under the stars. memorable isnt it. just like my obs experience. though maybe in a few years, would i still remember and cherish these moments and experiences? i do hope so.



funny how i dont treasure friendship. yeah i dont. not really anyway. why? coz i always feel that one day, you and your friend will drift apart. always happens doesnt it. from your primary school friends to your lower secondary school friends. remember the 'forever friends' promise? cliche lah. sometimes i wonder whether its wise to pour out your heart to your friends, in fear of them actually turning behind you and using it to diss you in future. trust me, it happens. it always does. maybe i should start treasuring the friendship i have now. maybe i should.



in memory...