they always said that there's always "The first"

The first 'F' on the report car.
The first crush.
The first best friend.
The first car.
The first love.
and...
The first boyfriend.

And they ALWAYS said, "Open up your heart and mind to new possibilities, for you'll never know what He has in store for you"

and i usually went, "yeah yeah whatever..."
well, until recently.

Thank you Allah for bringing that someone into my life. Thank you for answering my prayers. And thank you for finally allowing me to open my heart to that someone.

It was difficult going from not trusting the opposite sex to completely falling for one of their counterparts. Yes, i must say, THIS IS SUCH PERFECT TIMING, what with o's just around the corner and all. but i must say, he is one guy that can knock some sense into my head everytime an anxiety attack occur. and he is one guy i can depend on emotionally and eherm, physically.

It took me AGES to finally admit to myself that i actually fell for him, and needed him to protect my sanity and from myself, and guess how long its going to take for me to actually utter those words to him. Thank God he's a heck of a patient man. Too patient i think. But that's good. FOR ME at least. i'm just crossing my fingers, hoping that it'll be a looooooong while before he finally gets fed-up over my insane ways and similarly insane mood swings.

Yes, yEs, yeS, YES!
He is finally here to stay.

and 030906 marks the start of something new.