i never knew that flying doubles could be this difficult.
what happens when you realise that you're too young for it?
what happens when you know you cant let go of your partner because its too cruel to let go just without a concrete reason?

its about to be a month now, and he's already talking about marriage waaaay earlier. admittedly, its good to plan, but isnt it a tad bit too early? how do i voice out this concern of mine, without making it seem that i have no confidence in this relationship? how do i ask him to slow down and take things slowly.

how do i scream to him I'M 17!!!

perhaps, it was a fault on my part to actually agree to be in a relationship with a 23-year-old guy who doesnt fool around. perhaps it was my fault for falling for someone who is stable enough to make me feel safe. but its a bit too much isnt it?

but sometimes,
there are just certain decisions you have to stick by..
and just hope you wont regret it.