hari raya is in 2 days time. i am not looking forward to it.

wonder why there's no mood for hari raya celebrations. and i'm not the only one whos feeling that way. a lot of other people are feeling similar... hmmmm....

a friend is going away. though not too far. but still wont be able to see him as often as usual. wish all the best to him for his future endeavours, may he find whatever he's looking for someone else outside the blasted school we're in now.

anyway, hari raya means the end of ramadhan. which means the end of the fasting month. which means no more preparing for iftar. which is very sad. i am really going to miss the people there. whatever that happened, let it be. but the bond has been set, and it feels weird to readjust to normal life again. oh well, there will still be next year, or other events!

anyway, for now, another look at my mosque-going self. heh..

hmmm, should i continue wearing the hijab? i wonder....