its funny when u realise everything is just a facade to blind the eyes of the passing acquaintances.

owell. the exam papers were quite ok. physics and amaths were both easier to digest than expected. well that and the fact that i crammed away the day before the exam. what to do... yes. i have diminished my red bull and coffee addiction. though i still have the tendency to grab a tin of nescafe mocha. well, didnt i mention that i completely stocked up on my nescafe mocha? heh. yeah. its in my fridge.loads of it actually.

a friend mentioned something just now. was asking me why i have yet to get into a relationship. erm, do i need to? so? i'm 15 and never had a boyfriend. ever. that doesnt make me abnormal right? in fact. i'm not even looking for one. havent you ever heard the saying "love is like butterflies. The more you chase it, the more it runs away"? which comes to a point which i want to make clear. i'm not looking for a boyfriend. should a guy comes into my life, and we deem compatible, insyallah, i will consider. but whats the point of searching for another person, if i've yet to search for myself? dear friends. im still young. I'M NOT EVEN 15 YET, so have no worry. my time to love will come.

it doesnt hurt the fact that i think most of the people my age are not mature enough to be in a relationship. some even have the stupid idea that its gonna last till marriage. hah. get a life.

ps: selamat menyambut ramadhan al-mubarak to my fellow muslims. =)