Leaders are but humans. They too can fall at times. The only difference is that they never give up. They rise up stronger after every fall.

i am officially a sec 4 student. and honestly, i cant really sense the difference. well, besides the sense of urgency on the fact that i will be sitting for my 'o's in approximately 10 months time. is it just me, or am i the very few people that is actually feeling the heat of 'o's? my oh my.

i am yes, once again, the chairmanperson of my class. good news? i dont know. someway or another, i feel responsible for the fact that my class isnt exactly what u can call 'united'. even after one year, they're still in cliques and refuse to sit with other people. what was more bitter for me was when vlee[my beloved amaths teacher] came in and yakked about his new form class being so united even only after 2 days. i-am-so-jealous. have i failed as a chairperson? i guess, one of my duties was to unify the class, something that i wasnt able to fully achieve. but, alhamdulillah, i have been given yet another chance, so i'll definitely seize it.

for the past 3 years, i've fallen twice. i wont say im not going to fall again. in fact, had i not fell during those two separate occasions, i would have never realised that i could fly higher than the clouds. this year, self-discipline will be my weapon. no more procrastinating! heck, i'll have to forego internet and tv. phew, luckily, im not an avid tv-viewer. cerita kat suria pun bukannya best! priorities have been straightened. this year, i'll probably be quite harsh. why? the tendency to eradicate things that will hinder me from reaching my goals and success will pay its price. chances are i'll have to forego certain friendships and only keep the ones that really matters. selfish? heh. who cares? my whole life, friendships has never played any major roles. ever. so as i said, who care? i dont.

being a leader has made me hard. no it has made me strong. i've fallen, but i've spread my wings and flew higher than i could ever imagine. i have a well constructed path before me, though there's loopholes and such. i may fall yet again, but i know i'll be able to pick myself up. one things's for sure, i'll forever be looking ahead and moving towards my destination. insyAllah

Slashed souls may bleed; but wounds heal with the silent rewards one must realise.