oxymoron of ironies

Thursday, April 13, 2006

this place isnt safe anymore.

i have my doubts when it comes to pouring everything out here.

more and more people are finding out about this domain of mine. even though i've asked some people to get rind of my link from their blogs. especially if they're bpians.

there's a reason why i dont publicise my blog.

i dont want to live every single day, living with the fact that every single person i know, knows whatever shit is happening in my life and such. it sux. no privace whatsoever. urgh. others - i can handle, but not people i face every single day.

there's so many things i wanna say. so many things i want to express. my frustration. anger. lust. love. whatever. but i find myself so damn restricted. should i find myself a new domain? again? this constant running is so not for me.

*******


how come the topic that i DREAD the most is getting so much media attention? the one topic that i keep running away from. the one thing that i refuse to face up to. just now, i was watching the news, and after the news was detik. my initial intention was to watch it, but i immediately switched it off.

what the fuck.

i cant keep running away.

but its either i'll be selfish, or i'll save the bond.

blardy fuck.

i never hated someone so much in my life. ever.

i need to let go.

i need to tell someone.

god please give me a friend.

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