i've been thinking quite a bit about something...

something that i know my dad will be damn pleased if i chose the right decision...

hmmm, but i have my doubts lah. whether im ready to carry such a responsibility ornot. i mean, i dont want to don it today, and tomorrow, it'll be off. if i don it, it should be permanent, but am i ready ornot..

but i do want to don it. its like, i know its high time for me to do it. i really want to, but my doubts are holding me back... hmmm..

so should i?




the next time
you see me,
will you see this?