gosh. my parents' picking out boys for me to ooooogle at. weird. hahah. but hey, i gotta admit. we share the same taste. alright ar baba, if by 24 im still unattached, you choose my future husband ok? hahaha. and its so darn cute to see some of the guys blush if my dad becomes friendly with them [read: too-friendly]. oh yeah. my dad is damn-the-sociable. he can go to anyone and anytime and strike up a lively conversation. especially at eating arenas. though i got to admit, i do get kind of embarrassed at times, its actually kinda cool to have such a dad. no wonder he's a great property agent! hahaha. promote my dad lah!! its not everyone who gets such a supportive dad. haha. so now you know whose great social genes i got. heh.

my life's darn hectic. i havent been getting proper/enough rest for the past 2 weeks. darn. the only time i feel completely at ease is when i do my prayers to the Almighty and my daily 5-minutes of blank time. yerpx. i got a new technique from girlfriend to de-stress myself everyday. and gosh, i think that and my prayers are the only things keeping me sane. everyday, for 5 minutes, i'll own the Quran recital on my ipod and completely blank my head from ANYTHING and EVERYTHING. the result? bliss. hah. seriously. its cool. you should try it. especially if your days are like mine, whereby my brain keeps working and working from the moment i wake up to the the time i sleep. i wake up, i think of school/hwk/projects etc... after school i go for gpa/band/remedials.. gosh. now, i can officially say that school ends at 6 plus. which means, the only time i'll reach home is nearing 7, which means that i have to qada' my zohor and asar, which is damn troublesome. gosh. the school should have a musollah that can compliment both the female and male needs. currently only the boys can solat in school in the mt room 1. well, at least if they want to. urgh.

damn. i need to start following my home time-table. or maybe i should do some adjustments to it. hmm, maybe i should put friday as sleeping day.. urgh.. maybes. been going home and sleeping at 9 sometimes. i cant afford that!! aaaah. i need to be more disciplined. no i need to eat more vitamins! mamaaaaaa, i need vitamins!! yeah if i say that, she'll probably kill me. why? there's tons of vitamins in the fridge, just that im too blardy lazy to eat every single one of them in the morning. no, im not afraid of swallowing pills. in fact, i sort of like the sensation of swallowing.. gosh that sounds wrong! hahah its just that most of the vitamins are to be eaten after food, and i usually eat breakfast afer leaving the house, ie on the way to the mrt station and also grabbing my precious soya bean drink at the overhead bridge heading towards the mrt station. i so tak kuasa to bring the pills to school. my friends will probably think im down with some kind of terminal sickness that requires me to consume loads of medicine just to be able to survive another day. urgh. no thanx. i dont need that kind of attention. hmm.. aiya, maybe i should just consume the pills at night... but then, mama said that i cant eat vitamins with jamu(traditional medicine)!! hahahaha... gosh. im making a small matter big. silly me~


but its ok.. just a few more months to go before 'o's. its these sacrifices that will make the outcome sweeter insyallah. as long as im right on track and heading towards my goal, insyallah, Allah will help me through and make sure im alright. like the sign states, dont turn back. its a one way street. this is that path i chose, and im gonna make it worthwhile. insyallah. =)

ps: Happy 16th birtday to zayanah, sufiana, anum, sufian, firdaus etc..[too many lah!!!]

till next time,assalamualaikum and peace be upon you.