blardy hell, its 3.15 in the morning and im infront of the computer, exceptionally bored to death.. yeah, i should go to sleep i know, well, if i havent slept for 10 hrs just now.. i k.o-ed from 4 in the afternoon till 2 in the morning. niiiice. hahaha. and now i have no idea what to do since i cant go back to sleep.. hmm, maybe i'll take out my history essay and try completing it..

anyway, i have been thrown with a multitude of things to be completed for the past week. and let me see, lets list down the things that i've learnt from them...

- A is for Atikah, B is for boy, C is for carrot, D is for?? D is for Andy!!

hahah. crap. gosh. i am so gonna miss the two clowns [Andy & Wee Yong] after we shift places next week. they who irritate you to the core and make you laugh at the same time will be those that you'll miss the most... anyway, back.

- rugby is a very good sport for the girls' in my class [release stresss!!]
- i have a wonderful class [4P4 Popsters!]
- i cant stand people who are too dependant on others
- i cant click well nor relate well to my female peers [why oh why?!?!]
- a few people in the school are damn blardy selfish and irresponsible
- a few people in the school are damn blardy selfish and irresponsible
- a few people in the school are damn blardy selfish and irresponsible
- the sec ones this year are very very rowdy
- some people just dont have the sense to take initiatives
- i could/should not expect anything from my friends


well, alot of negative vibes except from the first point. blah blah. but my week's been fine. hey, its high time to take everything in my stride. no point mopping around. but hey, i do know that there are a few good things left in life, like my two irritating but lovable brothers. hahah. and the fact that there are a few other exceptional friends that i can count on. especially when i dearly need them. [thanks sam!] so life's been good. alhamdulillah

oh and i just came to find out that the fact that i prefer nasyid rather than hip hop, rnb and what not, have been a main area of concern. what the?? hello, suka hati aku lah aku suka nasyid ke apa. i dont need to explain myself. different people have different preferences. just because im not a lembu dicucuk hidung doesnt mean you're any better than me. trust me, i'd rather take a stand and be myself than be an stupid idiot and just follow what is the 'trend'. bullshit lah. what happened to the people of today? is it THAT important to be 'intrend' rather than just be yourself? gosh. talk about lack of self-confidence. now now, how about trying to find your own identity first before questioning others.

my my. i think this time of the morning is a bad time to compose an entry. seriously. all the negative vibes coming out. blah.

anyway, gpa preparations are going on smoothly, alhamdulillah. though i think the team still lacks in self-discipline. nice cycle. i get pissed when they dont do things properly, and they get pissed when i correct them. gosh. haha. but everything ends well always. yeah~ going to np on cny to invade their stuff. hahaha. yeah right~ gosh gosh gosh.. its 20 more days to the damn competition. can you believe that?!?! but too bad time waits for no-one.

ps: my darling bro[heh!] aziz will be coming home after performing his haj, next week! weeee~ gosh i sure miss that bozo! lalalala~