Funny when adults told you to dream, they never said that dreams could kill. Funny when they said that your family will be the ones that loves you the most, they forgot to say that they'll be the ones that'll hurt you the most. Funny how they never prepare you for the future, happily assuming that you'll learn it on your own. Funny how they never realised that you've absorbed so many things subconsciously as a child, especially the reasons to run away from the truth.

Funny how vulnerable you get when you're sick. All your defences come crashing down, no matter how strongly cemented they were before.

It's a funny world isn't it?

Oh fuck.