hello people.

nope, im not down in the pits. im still safely attached to this world, not drifting off into some fantasy land hoohaa.

the previous entry was done at the spur of the moment. i really do miss him you know, but heck, there's nothing i can do about it right? i cant possibly hang on to every memory i have of him and get depressed over such a small thing right? hello?!?! i have a life thank you very much!

which reminds me I LOVE MY LIFE!

alhamdulillah, my life is great now, except for the few missing pieces, but its ok. whats life without problems to keep me grounded and aiming for whats most important - god's blessings. so you see, my life's on a high note right now, no matter what's going on. heck. i even love my lil bro even though he's been opening his big mouth and spreading the word about a certain abang from the mosque. Gosh, he's even shoving the newspaper up peoples' noses just to show that small picture of him. heh. at least now i dont have to go around hiding my feelings. yeah right. i am so in denial. [about the abang at least]

so you see, there's nothing to worry about right now. im already studying in full gear, so that's probably the reason why you'll see me online once in 1 or 2 weeks.. you probably wont miss me anyway. heh. well at least i know someone does.. hahaha..

see. i am so high.

its probably the chicken cheese sausage that i ate just now.....

hahah. see you!!