Rub Me Good!

the best way to end a long day of mental struggle sitting in the examination venue for your prelim papers? a damn good traditional massage! it sets everything right, i tell you!

nope, i didnt visit the spa. more or less, the spa CAME to me! yes. you got it. its not the high class masseuse that you pay #$@%@%# money for a stupid soothing rub that well, only handles the exterior of your body. its the makcik urut! you know, that oh-so-skilled usually elder woman who goes around earning a living rubbing people's body. heh. that sounds wrong. anyway, the woman came over my place at about 12, my mum's doings this afternoon, waaaaaay ahead of schedule - she was supposed to come at 3 - and i had to rush home straight after the #%%$&*% emaths paper 2. the phone rang a few seconds after i actually switched it on outside of school. wtf. nice timing siot. was hopping to grab lunch or watch the guys play soccer or something.

reached home in record time. never had i been able to travel from school back home or vice versa in 25 minutes. well, probably because i usually take my own sweet time, observing people along the way. takde kerja lah katakan reached home, was told to STRIP to the mere basics [bra excluded] and lie on the mattress. i had to request for a piece of towel to protect my modesty. i am so not used to this naked affair. and i wasnt even allowed to clean up first. gosh. the horror. heh.

NOBODY warned me of the impending pain. and i could have really used it to prepare mentally. it was painful lah. she was trying to sort of my #$$^%*)* muscles , or is it veins? hmm, urat lah. yes, as you know, i am somewhat a major klutz. at least, when i am. and i ALWAYS trip/fall down, especially in the time when i was bigger, so there were loads of wrong-ed veins/muscles that needed to be sorted out and she needed to put my uterus back in place - it was lower than normal - and i have one word to sum the experience.

OOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCHHHHHH!!!

you get my point. it hurtsssss. and tickles at the same time! i'm an extremely ticklish person you see. so half the time, i was laughing. even I wasnt sure if it was the pain or the tickles. trust me. it didnt matter. i was biting on to my brother's pillow so that i wont burst out screaming or laughing. i am such a confused girl. lol. but after everything was somewhat set right - it should be! - it was actually quite relaxing. i have no idea how she does it. i have no idea even how she knew my uterus was out of place! i loved it when she cracked my bones - especially my spine! the @%$$@#%#^! tension in my shoulders and back are gone for now. yeah me!

and the lesson is, so long as you can stand the temporary pain, you'll feel the bliss soon after! Masya'Allah!

ahhhhhhh.....

3 more papers to go before the end of the prelims! amaths p2 and chem p1&2. they better be good! insya'Allah

yes, the papers have made me gone mad. temporarily. and dinosaur's away at tekong dammit. its amazing how therapeutic phone calls can be. at least he'll be back tomorrow. insya'Allah

Salam everyone,

atikah