Salam guys.

Its high time i actually update this blog of mine. Life's been crazy, and sweet at the same time. heee. =D

Lets see..


1) I have fully come to terms with my relationship with F.
What started of as friendship has evolved into alhamdulillah, a full love-infused commitment for both parties. it has also, been given the GREEN light by BOTH families, which is enough a reason for joy. Yes, admittedly, we started out on a VERY ROUGH patch, with fights and quarrels every week, entirely due to the fact that we still needed to adjust to each other and figure which way to go together. The flight gradually smoothens with significant sacrifices being made by both parties and much heart-to-heart talks, and alhamdulillah, we are where we are today, and hopefully, it'll last.

Yes, I'm 17, very much in love with a 23-year-old guy who is already planning for marriage. Honestly, it's good that he's planning for a lifetime commitment, but i dare say, i'm just living by the day. Should our jodoh be with each other, alhamdulillah. Till akad is said, effort shall continously be made to make it work, insyAllah.

Eherm...

Another reason for me to stick with F is the fact that yes, i have met his mum. the meeting (at his home and car), was alhamdulillah, a success. =D

Never have i imagined i was able to feel so much for someone. I thought i was in love with A.Hafiz, but i was wrong.

THIS is love. THIS time its for real.

And i'll always pray that i'll love F for Him, so that i can bring us together to the right path and never shall we steer towards wrong, insyAllah. Never have i felt so worried for someone who had an accident before. Never have i felt so happy to see a loved one pray. =)


2) I have 3 competitions under my belt. (Which is absolutely crazy)

a. Pidato @ TPJC
b. Pengacaraan @ Gemilang
c. MIQ @ FMSA

Honestly, i'm only focusing on (a) and (b); (c) is still under KIV mode because my general knowledge isnt what you can exactly say be in top form, no matter the fact that i have been reading the newspapers conscientiously (HAH!) for the past 2-3 weeks. my gosh, i never knew reading newspapers can be so time consuming AND tiring! yes, i actually take the effort to read EVERY single article, which of course, feeds me with loads of information [read:OVERLOAD!]. you should try it sometime. HAHA. =D

my mind has unfortunately not readjusted to school mode yet, so yes, my preparations for these competitions are still on snail mode. HAH. every time i try to do research and/or prepare for them, say like now, i end up distracting myself and do something else. @!#%$@$@!%^$. So yes, lets wait for school to reopen, wait for myself to be killed, then i shall go full force...

and why the heck should i be killed? HAHAHA.

you see, i just henna-ed my hands during my trip to kampung! and i didnt only did it on my nails, its on my fingers too! (which means i easily get mistaken for a just-married-bride) darn darn darn. i have my doubts about it fading before school starts in 2 days time.. HAHA. padan muka! gatal sangat kenapa? HAHAHAH.

Darn, i have loads more to tell, but since im not in school mode, im getting restless! and someone at the other side of singapore [read:bedok] is waiting for my call. =D

ps: sorry to all my friends whom i said to that you'd get tired of your significant other if you meet everyday. I WANT TO MEET F EVERYDAY! heeee.