Salam guys.

I think I need to do something fresh, to motivate myself to BUCK UP!

Yup, life's been bleah, with bumps here and there.

SCHOOL = FUN, ECONS = FUN
yes i have to do a repeat of PHYSICS = FUN (which i did for O's and amazingly got an A1 for PHYSICS! =D) you should have seen my room! PHYSICS = FUN was EVERYWHERE! ok, shoot, i have to start being enthusiastic about school. darn, i CANNOT screw up Common Test!

aiya, tired lah.
Maybe i should move.
To LJ maybe.
FAD THEN I CAN READ YOUR FRIENDS ONLY POSTS!!

ok this is so random. i should be doing schoolwork.
but im watching dikir instead. below is one of my favourites. ok i love anything by Makyong Kedek. =D

MIQ CHAMPIONS!

Salam guys.

Alhamdulillah. Wali-wali andrew's brought the kunci back! =D

I am so proud of you guys! =D

I'm sorry for not studying so much for this round ok.
And Sufi, i dont need a reason to fall sick ok! I just did. =(

I should be sleeping now, because my flu is still horrible and the migraines are just #$#%&^*& but i'm too excited to sleep! oh gosh! i'm just so happy lah!

and the funny thing was, i knew most of the answers for this round and I KNOW HOW TO ANYAM KETUPAT LAH! hahaha. darn the flu lah! =(

and i just realised farhan rosman is an irritating person to sit beside. hah!

ok i am not making sense.
i shall rest and stone now and come back with the full story, and hopefully, pictures. =D

ps: to saiful, i shall think of your question and post up a special entry for it once i recover and can think sensibly ok. =D

Salam guys.



Yup. =D

Note: THERE'S A CHANGE IN STARTING TIME.
IT'S AT 2PM. NOT 11AM. =DDD


and so i've heard my dear friends are stressed out over miq finals.
relaks ar bebbb.. =D

yeah i can say that, since i'm not in going on stage. heh.
too sick to bother to study anyway.
so FARHAN ROSMAN, i am counting on you to give me the answers for supporter's round ok. =DD

i shall sit down one corner and relax.
yay!

btw, bmtc visit just now rocks. =D
i love the food. and yes, i went for the shooting training. HAHA.
fatt, i can challenge you to be a marksman! wooots. =D

ok i am officially high from flu. =D

Salam guys.

Ultimately, this is what happens when you are down with the $%^&# flu bug, the doctor gave you 2 days mc, you are absolutely bored out of your remaining active brain cells which refuses to do any more schoolwork.. You indulge in the brainless. =D btw fad, i stole this from you! hehe

what time did u get up this morning?
835am didnt have to solat maah. =D

diamonds or pearls?
diamonds definitely.

wat was the last film u saw in the
cinema?
darn. what's the name of the movie again? oh yah, The Messengers. i spent half the time burying my head in his shoulders anyway. yup, im a scaredy cat.

what is your favourite tv show?
CSI, without a doubt. =D

what do you usually have for breakfast?
anything anything anything really.

what is your middle name?
atikah

what food do you dislike?
i love everything halal. =D

what kind of car do you drive?
ask me again in 3 years. =)
i would LOVE a Nissan Murano! in RED!

favourite sandwich?
Yakun's toast! with lots of kaya and butter! yummmmy =D

what characteristic do you despise?
short-temperedness

favourite item of clothing?
dresses! =D

if you could go anywhere in the world
for a vacation where would you go?
Europe. beautiful

what colour is your bathroom?
maroon and white. dont ask.

favourite brand of clothing?
none.

where would you retire to?
mecca/madinah. insyallah.

what was the most recent memorable
birthday celebration?
i dont really celebrate birthdays. yes, pathetic.

favourite sport to watch?
SOCCER!! long live LIVERPOOL!

favourite sayin?
Suka ah!

when is your birthday?
16 November 1990

are you a morning or night person?
NIGHTT!

what is your shoe size?
9/10/11, depending on the shoe's cutting. yes i have BIG feet!

pets?
none. i cant be bothered to care for them.

any new and exciting news to share?
new - yes. exciting - i dont think so. =D

what did you want to become when you
were young?
TEACHER. hahahahaha. oh gosh, i CHANGED my mind TOTALLY since!

how are you today?
sick but alhamdulillah, still breathing.

what is your favourite flower?
DAISIES!! =D

what is a day on the calendar you are
lookin forward to?
start of Ramadhan. =)

what is your full name?
NUR ATIKAH AMALINA BTE MOHD ZAINI BIN SARDEK BIN HAJI HASSAN. =D

what was the last thing you ate?
chicken fried rice from my absolutely favourite malay stall in marsiling. =D

do you wish on stars?
for what? straight to ALLAH. =)

if you were a crayon what color would
you be?
REDDDDDDDD

how is the weather rite now?
cooling. should have played in the rain just now. =P

last person you talked to on the
phone?
F. for my wakeup call. =)

favourite soft drink?
coke

favourite restaurant?
if you'd place me at gunpoint, then i'd choose Hyatt Regency Hotel JB for their High Tea. =D

hair color?
its no longer virgin, but i should say dark brown. =D

sibling?
2 younger and VERY irritating brothers who i love like nuts.

favourite day of the year?
1 Ramadhan

fav childhood toy?
bantal busuk aku yang dah lama dibuang. =)

summer or winter?
summer

hugs or kisses?
hugs

choc or vanilla?
choc

when was the last time you cried?
recently. that's enough. =)

who is your friend you have had the
longest?
shir? it was difficult to maintain friendships back then, in fact it still is. =)

what did you do last night?
SLEEPING MARATHON

favourite smell?
i dont know the name of that men's cologne, but mixed with sweat, YUMMY. =D and no, its not F's cologne

what are you afraid of?
Allah and getting hurt

plain, buttered or salted popcorn?
SWEET. yes, i know its not in the options. =)

how many keys on your key ring?
6. yes, some are just unnecessary metal hanging there.

how many years at your current job?
i dont get paid as a student. =(

favourite day of the week?
my only free day - SATURDAAAAAY

how many towns have you lived in?
1

do you make friends easily?
YOU THINK? hehe.
acquaintances - YES.
Good friends - maybe.
Close friends - no

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COPY AND PASTE THIS. DO NOT THINK OF
THE QUESTION. JUST WRITE ANYTHING THAT
COMES TO MIND.

I AM: sick
I WANT: to sleep
I HAVE: a headache now!
I WISH: to get out of the mess i caused
I HATE: being fickle-minded
I FEAR: dying without having a chance to repent
I SEARCH: for love and encouragement
I WONDER: why people are just so inconsiderate and self-absorbed
I REGRET: not saying the truth
I LOVE: my family
I DANCE: alone. in my room. when i'm HIGH.
I CRY: when enough is enough
I WRITE: prose when i'm feeling mushy
I WIN: everyone's heart. =)
I LOSE: myself in darkness
I CONFUSE: myself
I NEED: love and will
I SHOULD: sleep

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YES or NO

YOU KEEP A DIARY: is this blog counted?
YOU LIKE TO COOK: YES YES YES!!!
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED
WITH ANYONE: duh!
YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: YES. but i also believe love brings along with it pain. (except of course, love for Allah and His Messenger. =D)

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THE WEIRDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: i need to choose?
THE LOUDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: myself? haha.
THE CUTEST PERSON (s) YOU KNOW: aniq!!! he's a baby btw
THE PERSON THAT KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT
YOU: good question. F, without a doubt.
THE LAST THOUGHT YOU GO TO SLEEP WITH: tomorrow i shall not waste more time, insyallah.

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DO YOU...?

HAVE A CRUSH: YES
WANT TO GET MARRIED: DEFINITELY!! =D
GET MOTION SICKNESS: yup
HEALTH FREAK: I WISH
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: i guess
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: ABSOLUTELY LOVE!
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FAVORITE

NUMBER: 16
COLOUR: RED
DAY: saturday
MONTH: Ramadhan
SONG: Hantaran Puteri Gunung Warisan - Dikir Temasek
FOOD: I have loads. =)
SEASON: Rainy
SPORT: SOCCER and RUGBY. the latter has its own sentimental reasons. =)
DRINKS : tea/mocha/JAVA CHIP!

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PREFERENCES

CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: Cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: HOT CHOCOLATE
DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: White
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: chocolate
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IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...

CRIED? no
HELPED SOMEONE? yup. =)
BOUGHT SOMETHING? fooood
GONE TO THE MOVIES? nope
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? YES
SAID "I LOVE YOU"?: did i?
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: HAHAHAHA. email to cikgu. =D
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? was too tired.
MISSED SOMEONE? maybe. =D
HUGGED SOMEONE? i wish.
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? Nope, alhamdulillah
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? nooope
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Would you ever:

1. Eat a bug? - NO
2. Join the army? – Maybe
3. Hang glide? – YES
4. Kill someone? - nope. naudzubillah
5. Kiss someone of the same sex? - HAHA. done that. =D
6. Have sex with someone of the same
sex? - EWW no thanks. males only please.
7. Parachute from a plane? - LOVE TO
9. Go out with someone for their
looks? - if i have nothing better to do.
10. For their reputation? - refer to the answer above
11. Become a vegetarian? - NOPE. i love chickens too much. =D
12. Wear plaid with stripes? - EWWW
13. Instant Message a stranger? - HAHAHA. yah
14. Sing Karaoke? - Maybeee
15. Get drunk off your ass? - not anymore.
16. Shoplift? - NOPE
17. Run a red light? - yeah. for the right reasons okay! =)
18. Star in a porn video? - NOPE
19. Dye your hair blue? - NO
20. Be on Survivor? - I have better things to do, thank you very much
21. Wear makeup in public? - yah maybe
24. Make someone cry? - HAHAHAHAH. =)
25. Marry a chick more than 10 year
older than you? - chick? nooooo. MAN- yeah maybe. Love is blind remember.
26. Stay up all night? - done that. =D

Who did you last:

1. Think of: Abang Naz!
2. Miss: Shir
3. Kiss: i shall not answer this question
4. Like: A.H


okaaay, i have completed this thing. HAHAH. susah siottt. hahahaha.. =D
and there are loads of ants on my table. yucks.

WHAT MALAY/MUSLIM?

Salam guys. =D
Yes, i am still ALIVE

can you actually believe that i'm in the school's comp lab, which basically means that the only free time that i'm able to go online is IN SCHOOL?!?!
wtfish?
ironies of ironies.
so yes, i'm currently fucked-up drained and could possible resemble a dried tofu. no, not in size, i wish i'm still an XL. HAH!

my life is currently revolving around two places,
a)SCHOOL
B)HOME
which basically sums up the fact that my practically non-existent life is in a pathetic state right now. the only time i get to breathe fresh air, is on Sunday during PERGAS. whaaaat?!?!

oh and i HAVE got to mention this, MiQ is THE highlight!
thanks to the psycho members of SAJC MiQ team and the FMSA team, which makes the equation sums up to WHOLE loads of FUN.
WHO ACTUALLY TRANSLATES ST ANDREW'S JC TO MAKTAB RENDAH WALI ANDREWS???
classic, really.
so next time, instead of referring ourselves as saints, lets go for WALI-WALI instead alright? =D
inside joke: Wali-wali andrews mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada our brothers-in-islam, Brother Omar and Brother M.Daud Kilau-wannabe, kerana membantu kami dalam Kembara MiQ. May Allah bless their souls. =DDD

PS: SAJC MiQ team rocks lah! Kembara was unforgettable. Despite losing our champions title for the race, guess who had the most fun? =D

*******
on another note, did you see me on tv being interviewed?
woah, i did say some nasty nasty stuff, but AS USUAL, they actually cut that part out. How the hell are the YOUTHS supposed to voice out their opinions when its constantly being stamped down everytime its aired? *smirks* oh well, maybe i'm just being too critical on the state of what the MALAY/MUSLIM society has become.

MALAY/MUSLIM?!
so what happened to the chinese/muslim, indian/muslim etc societies? are they not muslims too?
have you ever heard of a case of an indian/muslim being TURNED DOWN when he seeked financial help from *insert name of muslim organisation* because he was NOT MALAY?
what @#!^##$^%$ sense does that make?!
and are they so naive to not realise that there are Malays who are Christians? Trust me, i have 3 MALAY friends who converted to that faith.

BE AN INCLUSIVE MUSLIM SOCIETY!

its high time that we change the mentality of ALL singaporeans. by constantly splashing out the term "MALAY/MUSLIM" everywhere, the wrong signals are being sent to the other communities in Singapore. Practically all my friends here in SA are confused and taken aback when they found out that two of their fellow Chinese friends are Muslim. Aren't Muslims malays?

The terms "race" and "religion" has been too intertwined with one another that the line dividing these two has been reduced to shreds. it's pathetic.

have you ever realised how our muslim brothers from bangalore are treated in mosques if you go there? i feel like slapping the officials, especially when there's events like the EidAdha celebration and the recent Maulid celebrations.
Why the fish are they treated like non-equals, like nobodies, like SHIT, when they are actually coming forward to do a good deed?
Why can't your voice be gentle when you talk to them?
Don't treat them like they're nuinsance and pests!
Nak harapkan orang Melayu kita datang masjid tolong, jangan haraplah... Yang datang pun makcik-makcik, pakcik-pakcik. ada youths pulak... kirim salam lah... treated like shit too.
What superiority do you have over them?!

This is also asserted in a tradition of Prophet Muhammad, peace and blessings of God be upon him, which states; "0 Mankind, your lord is one and your father is one. You all descend from Adam, and Adam was created from earth. He is most honoured among you in the sight of God who is most upright. No Arab is superior to a non-Arab, no coloured person to a white person, or a white person to a coloured person except by taqwa. - Reported by Ahmad and Al-Tirmidhi on the authority of Abu' Nadhrah. The line of men in its narration were described by Al-Haithami as reliable.


In another tradition, the Prophet, peace and blessings of God be upon him, was asked : "Who among men is most favoured by God?" He replied : "A man who does the most good to people."[2] -Reported by Al-Tabarani and others on the authority of Ibn Umar

Embrace Islam.
Be Inclusive.
Alternate the languages used for khutbah, syarahan, classes.
Malays are not the only Muslims in Singapore.

Do your part.

STOP SPROUTING NONSENSE : WHAT MALAY/MUSLIM?!

i am so fucked-up drained like a dried piece of tofu. dont mind the ideology

my life officially revolves:
a)School
b)Home

When was the last time i actually spent time with friends who are not in SAJC?!

Yes, alhamdulillah, I'M STILL ALIVE. woohoo!

ps:

I WON 3RD FOR TPJC PIDATO!! =DDDD

okay, pathetic. i shall come back in a clearer state of mind.
I HAVE LOADS TO WRITE ABOUT LAHHH.

OMG!

i was reading the previous post and my jaw literally dropped.

WOW!
yucks!

anyway, good news: SUFI AND I HAVE COMPLETED OUR FILMING FOR GEMILANG!
finally, after HOURS of sweat, pain, and frustration (IM NOT KIDDING!), we finally got it done. you cannot imagine what we've gone through just to get this @^@$^#%#^# 30 seconds video. from being stuck in the rain sharing one SMALL umbrella, to running to a half-renovated shelter that is strewn with contractor stuff, to getting sick, we've been there, done that. AND, after immense planning to film at washington park, WHICH WE DID for FOUR hours but both cameras went flat, it started to rain, and the last decent shot we took was deleted, we finally did it it in school in LESS THAN ONE HOUR! sesungguhnya ia mencabar kesabaranku. =D

so one competition preparation down, two more to go.

which reminds me.
I have yet to prepare for pidato, which *suprise surprise* is in exactly a week!
darn darn darn darn!
my rate of progress? nil, zilch, zero, nada, KOSONG!
but its ok, dont panic. it can and SHALL be done! GO ATIKAH GO! =D

aaaand, MIQ'S written test is tomorrow and i ALSO have not done anything. which is quite irresponsible of me. not quite, VERY. well, at least, i've completed translating and finding extra questions to those that sufi gave. which is alhamdulillah. TEDIOUS lah. and i just found out that the empire of faith videos over at youtube has THREE parts and each lasts for about ONE HOUR! great. there goes my plan to do last minute work. gaaaah! nevermind. PERSEVERE! insyallah, boleh lah...

WHY have i actually been unable to do anything really for the past week? HAHA. good question.

answer?
TONSILLITIS.
the bigbangboom word!
man, i think this is really getting out of hand. i was already sick on sunday, got caught in the downpour on monday on the way to school, and got a gift in the form of a fever of 38.7 degrees PLUS the flu bug. nice. so did you really expect me to get anything done this week? kirim salam laah.
EVEN with my screwed condition, my mum still refuses to let me go for the operation. keeps throwing reasons here and there.
I'D RATHER NOT EAT FRIED/SPICY FOOD FOR A MONTH THAN HAVE THIS RECURRING SICKNESS!
hopefully, the hot doctor would be able to convince her that REMOVING (HAH!) the tonsils is the best option, during our appointment this monday..

PLEASE DOC PLEASE... ;D

I think my entries are becoming more and more nonsensical. WTFish??
Maybe its because my eyes are only half-open.
Yeah maybe.

HAHA.

the educated me WILL BE BACK! hahahaha. =D