As I Look into your eyes
I see all the reasons why
My life's worth a thousand skies
You're the simplest love I've known
and the purest one I'll own
no you'll never be alone

Salam guys.

I am such a sucker for love songs. and weddings.
Thank god the boyfriend is half-matjiwang. HAHA.
Lets see, how about combining my ultimate love song and HIS ultimate love song?
Marc Anthony's My Baby You AND Engelbert Humperdinck's A Man Without Love
WOAH.
mush overload!

yes, im actually supposed to be doing TWO things now, [blogging isnt exactly one of it]
a) Research for pidato's topic Pendidikan penentu Kejayaan [translation: Education determines success]
b) Find some ideas or concepts for introductory video for GEMILANG 2007. need something that has impact! HELP?

to be fair, i did spend the first hour or so doing such, but jeng jeng jeng.. Here i am now. i actually should be at mount faber with sufi for the filming but since both of us are lazyasses tired, him from mugging and myself from god-knows-what, we decided to cancel the whole game plan and film the thing in school instead. darn. that explains the fact why we need to get a BOOMBANGCRASH effect for the video! darn darn darn. i am so easily distracted! hahaha..

Thank god i only concentrate on ONE F! HAHA!

Since i've already touched on "F", i might as well continue right? =D

You see, i believe that your significant other shoudlnt only be THE OTHER, you know? i believe he should be MORE than that. and alhamdulillah, i found that in F.

He's my best friend, my confidante, my punching bag, and movie kaki, amongst others. in the short span that we've known each other, alhamdulillah, he knows me best, from my past history, my likes and dislikes, my love for food [hah!], my screwed childhood and whatnot. never have i met someone who i can talkandtalkandtalk with so comfortably and freely, without having the fear of being judged. and being the violent person that i am, he has received quite a fair bit of punches/pinches/etc from yourstruly. not to mention the fact that he'd already taken much of my nonsense, panic attacks, and mood swings in his stride. did i mention that we nearly broke up twice? and i caused him to cry? WTFish? No one has cried because of me okaaaaay!! and yes, both times he played the role of mediator and asked me to come back. HAHA. jahat siot. and alhamdulillah, we are on stable ground now.

seing a significant change in F is suprisingly, satisfying. you see, being a typical[read:generalised] 23 year old mat, he doesnt solat. it was already alhamdulillah for my part that he didnt indulge in drugs/alcohol, because if he did, i'd probably wont even cast him a second glance. i still remember that date, which according to F, was the one that tied him down to me [#@!^$@???]. it was after dikir practice, and we went to have dinner. after which, he was about to send me home, but as i looked at the watch, i knew it was impossible to reach home in time for maghrib, so i asked him to stop by the nearest mosque for solat. i even asked him "You kalau keluar dengan kawan tak solat ke?" [You dont pray when you go out with your friends?] i knew he was suprised, perhaps a tad bit uncomfortable too. but we did stop for maghrib before he drove me home. THAT was before we got together. Yesterday, he told me that day he could have actually just sat in the car and waited for me WITHOUT praying, but for some reason, he actually felt that he should, and that because of THAT incident, he pursued me. WOAH! but yes, now we do stop for prayers, and alhamdulillah, he's attempting to learn to read the Quran. =D

its good to know that someone loves you for who you are.
education gap doesnt matter. so what?
F's stable, he loves me.
It takes two hands to clap my friend.
We'll work together to make it work and have a good life.

=D